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  <title>Diana</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 22 Apr 2007 08:10:13 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>you seem like so long ago</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:29:13 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i would have to say, that i still have the same 2 &quot;best friends&quot; that I have had throughout high school, and one in middle school. Susie and Chelsea. both of them are so astronomically different, its funny that they&apos;re my top two friends at all; i can&apos;t see them surviving more than 10 minutes on a desert island talking about social or economic politics before one of them jumps of a cliff, if that island happened to have cliffs.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But they are both very unapologetic for who they are, and they are completely who they are.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:20:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Well shit son</title>
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  <description>You ever spend some time reading through your lj&apos;s? Taking a look back at all the &quot;problems&quot; and lj drama that went on? Its not possible not to notice how silly it all was. But how wonderful that they were so important at the time. How fantastic that at one point, what other people said about you at school, on lj, etc actually mattered.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 18 Oct 2005 03:38:04 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I love chelsea dybdal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;matt is really cool too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the end</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:07:23 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Looking in your eyes&lt;br&gt;Praising every moment because you&apos;re my only light&lt;br&gt;Reading through stares at your passion that bears me now&lt;br&gt;Shedding no little tears&lt;br&gt;The silence scares us more than leaving could&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Come back&lt;br&gt;Please don&apos;t leave me now&lt;br&gt;I&apos;ll be all that you need in life&lt;br&gt;Because I can&apos;t live without you and&lt;br&gt;I know all that you need&lt;br&gt;I can give you everything&lt;br&gt;When you&apos;re so far you&apos;ll forget about me&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Waiting by your side&lt;br&gt;Knowing every moment is closer to your flight&lt;br&gt;Upset with the past, but it&apos;s all that holds us now&lt;br&gt;Believing no lies, telling each other we&apos;ll be fine forever&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Come back&lt;br&gt;Please don&apos;t leave me now&lt;br&gt;I&apos;ll be all that you need in life&lt;br&gt;Because I can&apos;t live without you and&lt;br&gt;I know all that you need&lt;br&gt;I can give you everything&lt;br&gt;When you&apos;re so far you&apos;ll forget about me&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;But I&apos;ll wait&lt;br&gt;I could never leave those beautiful eyes&lt;br&gt;I know you&apos;re sorry&lt;br&gt;I know what you must be going through&lt;br&gt;And I feel sorry for you&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;But please don&apos;t leave me now&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;i miss him :(&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 May 2005 06:11:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>At least I don&apos;t</title>
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  <description>So i had this thought today about how it would be neat to just stop talking to everyone i know. To just say screw you all and start focusing more on all my own stuff and get a new set of friends and just be different entirely. Maybe even different enough to *gasp* wear a skirt. I&apos;ve been looking at skirts lately and thinking to myself, &quot;Hey they look kinda neat.&quot; Perhaps someday i will decide to wear one. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am now currently unemployed, just in time for summer. I&apos;m not sure what to do with myself. I figure instead of getting a real job I&apos;ll just pet sit for a while. I mean really I&apos;ve made $500 in a week pet sitting. The only more profitable things for kids my age are drug dealing and prostitution. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can&apos;t wait till this school year is over. Its sucked pretty hard in several dfferent ways. I&apos;m guessing I&apos;ll have over 200 missed classes. I haven&apos;t gone to first period in a couple of months. It would be pretty neat to just show up the last day of school and be like &quot;Hey I bet you didn&apos;t know I was still in your class&quot; and take the final and do awesome on it and get a d- in the class and still pass.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2005 21:20:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Chasing butterflies all day keeps my heart healthy and strong</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Feb 2005 19:18:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Nice morning</title>
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  <description>I woke up at 7 this morning and couldn&apos;t go back to sleep, so i decided to take my dog for a walk since there is nothing to do at 7 in the morning. I hoped it was going to rain, but alas it was just cold. I went to starbucks, then walked downtown. I went to one of those ridiculous clothes stores, and found a nice t shirt. I really liked it, and expected it to be maybe $25. After all, its just a shirt. But no, I look at the price tag and its $90. I found a jacket I liked and it was $225. Why can&apos;t things be reasonably priced anymore? Apperently I look like someone else, because the lady running the store kept asking how i liked the pants I got earlier the week with my mom. People are a lot more friendly to you when they think you might actually buy some of their over priced merchandise.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Feb 2005 15:51:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>The start of yet another wonderful day</title>
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  <description>I am currently sitting in the computer lab doing nothing. Its mind blowing how bad a class this is. My spanish speaking skills have deproved this year. At least we are at the computer lab, so instead of not paying attention and reading my book about jamie fraser and claire and all their hot passionate sex scenes, I am not paying attention and making this crazy exciting entry. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It also occured to me this morning that I have a history test today and no idea what its on. I&apos;m just going to go to starbucks third period and relax. This is going to be the third or fourth test I&apos;ve missed now. Oh well. I&apos;ve been pretty nonchalant about most things lately, especially school. I hate school so much. &quot;Never let school ruin your education&quot; as mark twain put it, but its hard not too. I think i might go straight into a UC after all. Or maybe just go to canada and chill with Kim for a bit.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lord Robinson just got mad at some kid for looking at the KKK website. Mildly entertaining.  &lt;br /&gt;    &lt;br /&gt;Everyone should see hotel rwanda. Its funny how every movie about set in rwanda includes death-by-machete. I doubt that boosts the tourism.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 14 Feb 2005 10:19:00 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Anyone who would like to go horsebackriding (hopefully next weekend) let me know.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Feb 2005 21:39:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>One Day I shall have a tv show all of my own</title>
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  <description>My mom talked to one of her friends who teaches science at an elementry school, and she would like me to come in and bring in some reptiles and talk to the kids about them. That should be pretty neat. I&apos;m definately bringing snowball, and maybe my crested gecko. I&apos;m hopefully going to find a good home for that water dragon I rescued. He&apos;s doing great but still looks a bit skinny, and of course his front arm is mangled. I think it would be neat to bring in some animals from work, like the carpet python. The only thing is is she&apos;s a BIG snake (14 feet and about 70 pounds) so she&apos;s hard to hold. Then also, most of the reptiles there are fairly aggressive and the only reason I&apos;ve yet to lose a finger is because I know how to handle them. It was pretty funny when I put our argus monitor on a leash and walked him about. I think it would be sick if i could turn my garage into a reptile room. Then I would get the argus monitor (aka sally) because i like her &quot;i&apos;m going to kill you&quot; attitude. And I&apos;d get Aranette. No 34 year old alligator deserves to live in a pet store ;(  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To anyone who might want a pet mouse, I have two I would like to find a new home for. They are lady mice and named Paris and Hector. I would also like to find a new home for my RES turtle because her massive 6 foot tank tanks up too much room. Maybe I&apos;ll just dig her a more escape proof pond, but its going to take a few years before i get around to it</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Feb 2005 02:54:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Je ne peux pas vivie sans toi</title>
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  <description>Today was kinda neat. Susie took me thrift shopping. I didn&apos;t feel particularly like shopping but it was a pretty fun. I got a really nice jacket for only $13 at the first store. I liked the things better at the first store we went to, but holy crap the service was bad. Cayleigh asked how much this one dress cost and the lady completely ignored her. Even more annoying was when susie was standing at the counter, the lady was on the phone for like 5 minutes, hangs up and instead of helping susie just walks away. I didn&apos;t recognize Cayleigh without the dreads, but it was nice hanging out with her and susie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I got back it was raining a bit, but i couldn&apos;t sit still so I took Bogie for a walk to the old burnt bridge. There&apos;s something about that spot thats great for sitting in the company of silence. I got some neat pictures of the bridge and the old barn down there, and hopefully I can get my camera to stop being lame and upload them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday Chelsea is hosting a Valentines Day party. I hope everyone comes, it should be fun.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We had to make crappy paper valentines day cards today. Oh, what a cheerful thing to have to do. Mine looks pretty neat though. Here&apos;s what it says &lt;br /&gt;Je t&apos;aime&lt;br /&gt;Je t&apos;adore&lt;br /&gt;Que veux-tu plus encore?&lt;br /&gt;Je ne sais pas&lt;br /&gt;et toi non plus&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I still feel like my insides are all shaken up. And my sister is leaving tomorrow. I&apos;m glad. I&apos;ve been really bitchy to everyone in my family because I just don&apos;t have what it takes to put up with them. My parents have been driving me insane, especially my dad. I&apos;m kinda thinking about going to college right after I graduate so i can get away from here.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 09 Feb 2005 21:43:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Adam Corrola is right about everything</title>
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  <description>I was listening to love line last night, and Adam Corrola expressed exactly how I&apos;m feeling with more wit and bluntness than I ever could. This wisdom? Birds suck. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stan has just been pissing me off. The door bell rings : SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUAWK. The phone rings: SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUAWK The TV is turned on: SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUAWK. You get the picture. He&apos;s loud and doesn&apos;t do anything. He doesn&apos;t talk either. You say &quot;Hello Stan&quot; and he says &quot;sssssss&quot; or &quot;SQUAWK&quot;. None of the interesting gibberish other parrots say. Adam was talking about this drunk dude who bit the head off a parrot, and how he sees that man as a hero. I see him as a sick effer, but the parrot hating sentiment was very much true. What do parrots do? They bite and scream loud enough to make your ears bleed and crap everywhere. They effing hurt when they bite.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The face of evil: &lt;img src=&quot;http://www.vet.ohio-state.edu/docs/VCS727/avianident/img015.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know what a good pet is? My dog. He kicks ass. He&apos;s like having a cuddly fluffy affectionate slave. If i don&apos;t want to move to get something, I point in its general direction and he gets it. Everyone should have a servant dog.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 09 Feb 2005 06:02:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>songs of right now</title>
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  <description>Today is gonna be the day&lt;br /&gt;That they&apos;re gonna throw it back to you&lt;br /&gt;By now you should&apos;ve somehow&lt;br /&gt;Realised what you gotta do&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t believe that anybody&lt;br /&gt;Feels the way I do about you now&lt;br /&gt;Backbeat the word is on the street&lt;br /&gt;That the fire in your heart is out&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m sure you&apos;ve heard it all before&lt;br /&gt;But you never really had a doubt&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t believe that anybody feels&lt;br /&gt;The way I do about you now&lt;br /&gt;And all the roads we have to walk are winding&lt;br /&gt;And all the lights that lead us there are blinding&lt;br /&gt;There are many things that I would&lt;br /&gt;Like to say to you&lt;br /&gt;But I don&apos;t know how&lt;br /&gt;Because maybe&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re gonna be the one that saves me?&lt;br /&gt;And after all&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re my wonderwall&lt;br /&gt;Today was gonna be the day?&lt;br /&gt;But they&apos;ll never throw it back to you&lt;br /&gt;By now you should&apos;ve somehow&lt;br /&gt;Realised what you&apos;re not to do&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t believe that anybody&lt;br /&gt;Feels the way I do&lt;br /&gt;About vou now&lt;br /&gt;All the roads that lead you there are winding&lt;br /&gt;Ail the lights that Iight the way are blinding&lt;br /&gt;There are many things that I would like to say to you&lt;br /&gt;But I don&apos;t know how&lt;br /&gt;I said maybe&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re gonna be the one who saves me?&lt;br /&gt;And after all&lt;br /&gt;You re my wonderwall&lt;br /&gt;I said maybe&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re gonna be the one who saves me?&lt;br /&gt;And after all&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re my wonderwall&lt;br /&gt;I said maybe&lt;br /&gt;Your gonna be the one that saves me&lt;br /&gt;Your gonna be the one that saves me&lt;br /&gt;Your gonna be the one that saves me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oasis&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And we wait above a road.&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re turning to go home.&lt;br /&gt;And the silence from the side of the car,&lt;br /&gt;Tells me everything and how we are. &lt;br /&gt;Cause there&apos;s no more trying to make this so right.&lt;br /&gt;Theres no more trying tonight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And you know it&apos;s not so easy when you&apos;re all alone, &lt;br /&gt;And I wonder if, I&apos;m alone in your head. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know something is wrong, &lt;br /&gt;I just don&apos;t know what to do. &lt;br /&gt;You say it&apos;s only me, and, that I&apos;m so perfect for you. &lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t want to try no more, &lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t want to make this right.&lt;br /&gt;I just want you to be true to me one time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And you know it&apos;s not so easy when you&apos;re all alone, &lt;br /&gt;And I wonder if I&apos;m alone in your head. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last, &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll give this one more try, &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll give it all my best, and, I&apos;ll ask &lt;br /&gt;What could you be doing that is so much fun?&lt;br /&gt;Without me by your side,&lt;br /&gt;Without me by your side.&lt;br /&gt;And, I will take a step back, and, I&apos;ll let you ahead, &lt;br /&gt;And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back,&lt;br /&gt;Because there&apos;s no more trying to make this so right, &lt;br /&gt;Theres no more trying,&lt;br /&gt;Theres no more trying tonight. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;ll never be the same, &lt;br /&gt;We will never be the same, &lt;br /&gt;We will never be the same,&lt;br /&gt;We will never be the same, &lt;br /&gt;Until your done.&lt;br /&gt; Early November</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 09 Feb 2005 01:14:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Mon dieu, je le regrette</title>
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  <description>Well on the brightside, I seem to have gotten the hang of this annorexia thing. I&apos;ve been wanting to lose some weight and I&apos;ve managed to lose 8 pounds simply by not eating or even drinking water for the past three days. I can fit all my older pants that I had pudged up a bit too much to wear. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the other hand, I am trying very hard not to die and not to cry any more or cut myself, and its the hardest thing I&apos;ve ever tried to do. I think I&apos;m doing a decent job at it though. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think I&apos;m going to quit my job. Its too stressfull and heartbreaking. I mean, I know I&apos;m weird and probably give too much sentiment to hamsters and parakeets, but its hard not being able to help them. The store owner never takes anything to the vet. I can&apos;t do anything about it, I&apos;m trying to save a dragons eye but its not looking too well, the hamster I tried to save was just in so bad shape I had to kill it myself, and I can&apos;t stand doing that. I&apos;m not going to go into gross detail about it, but the poor thing was disgusting. Then the store owner keeps breeding these old guinea pigs, and the last one that had babies died and there was one baby left and I tried to bottle feed it and save it but it died in my arms. The guinea pigs are getting mites and scratching themselves raw, but I can&apos;t do anything about that. Its just a whole bunch of failures, one right after the other at that place.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then theres my foster dog. At the meeting the other week, the trainer suggested we ship him off to some life long dog shelter because he&apos;s never going to get adopted because hes too shy. She suggested euthanasia too. I can&apos;t even help Buster, and I just feel like thats another gigantic failure of mine. Just everything this past month has been really shitty and stressful and I&apos;ve been taking some of my &quot;angst&quot;, if you will, out on Alex and thats what made him leave and I just can&apos;t forgive myself for that. I lost out on the best thing thats ever happened to me because I&apos;m so stupid.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 08 Feb 2005 03:14:36 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>You wouldn&apos;t think everything could change so quickly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lately I&apos;ve been happier than I&apos;ve ever been in my life. I go to sleep everynight and can still smell his cologne and feel the warmth of his body. I wake up listening to the cd he burned me and I look at his picture and can&apos;t wait till I can see him and hold him and kiss him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And then today my whole world shattered. I can&apos;t even eat. I&apos;m just sick to my stomach at the thought of losing him. I can&apos;t even breathe without tears in my eyes. I woke up this morning from a dead drug induced sleep, and then remembered what happened and I just couldn&apos;t stop crying. I know I&apos;m pathetic. I want to know what your thinking, I want to know what your feeling and what your going through. The thought of not being with you, of not having any more inside jokes or that closeness we had (or i thought we had) just kills me. And to think that you already have that with someone else is what makes breathing so hard.  God, I&apos;m so so so so very sorry for making you feel how you do. I can&apos;t just &quot;calm down&quot;. I wish I could just go back in time. I know I&apos;m insane. I know its the lamest thing ever to post things like this in your lj, but there&apos;s only chels and tara who read this.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 Feb 2005 06:04:47 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>light bulb in my room&lt;br /&gt;Eclipsed by many moons&lt;br /&gt;Dressed in my costume&lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Photos on the wall&lt;br /&gt;Of ones who have it all&lt;br /&gt;The girls the boys will call&lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Its impossible to fight&lt;br /&gt;When you work a hard days night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is not my voice&lt;br /&gt;This was not my choice&lt;br /&gt;Tthis is somebodies &lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;They don&apos;t know my age&lt;br /&gt;They don&apos;t know my name&lt;br /&gt;They just call me&lt;br /&gt;Baby blue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Piper in the woods&lt;br /&gt;Wooed me from my hood&lt;br /&gt;Said i&apos;d be a good&lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;Sold into a world&lt;br /&gt;Of oriental pearls&lt;br /&gt;Such a pretty girl&lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m a million faces now&lt;br /&gt;Stolen angel in the crowd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is not my voice&lt;br /&gt;This is not my choice&lt;br /&gt;This is somebodies &lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;They don&apos;t know my age&lt;br /&gt;They don&apos;t know my name&lt;br /&gt;They just call me&lt;br /&gt;Baby blue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you can hear my voice &lt;br /&gt;Breaking through your noise&lt;br /&gt;No you can&apos;t take long&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll send my name in a paper plane&lt;br /&gt;But you can&apos;t take long&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;St. agnus don&apos;t call&lt;br /&gt;Ghosts within these stalls&lt;br /&gt;Den mother calls us&lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Theres a dragons tower&lt;br /&gt;In every nations power&lt;br /&gt;This is now the hour&lt;br /&gt;Sri lanka katmandu&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m in new york city too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is not my voice&lt;br /&gt;This is not my choice&lt;br /&gt;This is somebodies &lt;br /&gt;Baby&lt;br /&gt;They don&apos;t know my age&lt;br /&gt;They don&apos;t know my name&lt;br /&gt;They just call me&lt;br /&gt;Baby blue</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 11 Dec 2004 23:29:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Reading other people&apos;s livejournals i realize that mine is terribly uninteresting and has no details or hints about how i&apos;m actually feeling. I personally think thats pretty badass. I don&apos;t really get posting your deepest sercet thoughts online for all your friends to read; i usually like to mope and think in solitude. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Outlander is a very good book. Everyone who wants to be cool will read it.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Dec 2004 03:55:36 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>SNOWBALL!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.snapfish.com/3425274%3B23232%7Ffp4%3Enu%3D323%3B%3E3%3A8%3E44%3B%3EWSNRCG%3D3232796892523nu0mrj&quot;&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://images.snapfish.com/3425274%3B23232%7Ffp46%3Dot%3E232%3C%3D499%3D53%3C%3DXROQDF%3E23236%3A597%3B886ot1lsi&quot;&gt;&lt;/img&gt;</description>
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  <description>Happy Halloween people. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So......I ended up being a pirate. I was just going to be a pregnant teenage herione addict but tara and jenine said they were going to be pirates. So i grabbed a pirate shirt and found some pirate skirt meant for 6 year olds, grabben stan and was set. I added duct tape labels at taras house and a bandana. Tara and jenines pirate costumes were strikingly simalar to bathrobes.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then.......walked to Heather&apos;s house. Met Heather. Met heather&apos;s cousin.  Walked to Chelseas house. Cupcake was there. Walked a block then realised cupcake has a car. Then drove to heathers house and proceeded in the trick or treating merriment, followed by listening to sarah sing that badass song she did at talent show. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today: Tri Valley Animal Rescue has oodles of calanders they need to sell. I took five into school and was hocking them around with catch phrases like &quot;Be cool save a puppy&quot; and giving puppy sob stories. I sold 5 today and netted $37.13. If you read this, you really ought to be cool and buy a tvar 05 calender from me</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 10 Sep 2004 04:16:04 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>a most ever exciting update</description>
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  <description>[x] Name: Diana&lt;br /&gt;[x] Birthdate: 11/17/87&lt;br /&gt;[x] Birthplace: walnut creek&lt;br /&gt;[x] Current Location: the library&lt;br /&gt;[x] Eye Color: grey&lt;br /&gt;[x] Hair Color: blondish&lt;br /&gt;[x] Righty or Lefty: righty&lt;br /&gt;[x] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio.&lt;br /&gt;-----------------DESCRIBE------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] The shoes you wore today: none&lt;br /&gt;[x] Your eyes: there&lt;br /&gt;-----------------WHAT IS------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Your most overused phrase on aol: whats up&lt;br /&gt;[x] Your thoughts first waking up: damn mouse&lt;br /&gt;[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: umm Face? &lt;br /&gt;[x] Your best physical feature: Nothing.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Your bedtime: between 10 and 12&lt;br /&gt;[x] Your most missed memory: ...&lt;br /&gt;-----------------YOU PREFER------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Pepsi or coke: coke&lt;br /&gt;[x] McDonald&apos;s or Burger King: none&lt;br /&gt;[x] Adidas or Nike: none&lt;br /&gt;[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Cappuccino or coffee: non&lt;br /&gt;-------------DO YOU------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Smoke: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Cuss: aye capitan&lt;br /&gt;(x) Have a crush: Let’s not go there.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Who are they: We’re not going there.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Do you think you ever been in love? no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Want to go to college: Maybe.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Like high school: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Want to get married: maybe&lt;br /&gt;[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: right now im typing one handed.....because there is a chiahuahua on my lap&lt;br /&gt;[x] Believe in yourself: What?&lt;br /&gt;[x] Think you&apos;re a health freak: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Get along with your parents: yup&lt;br /&gt;[x] Like thunderstorms: yup&lt;br /&gt;[x] Play an instrument: yup&lt;br /&gt;------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU-------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Go to the mall: Yes&lt;br /&gt;[x] Eaten sushi: ewww no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Been on stage: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Been dumped: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Gone skating: yes&lt;br /&gt;[x] Made homemade cookies: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Been in love: What?&lt;br /&gt;[x] Dyed your hair: no?&lt;br /&gt;[x] Stolen anything: yes&lt;br /&gt;-------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Flown on a plane: yes.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Missed school because it was raining?: I use rain as a good excuse not to go&lt;br /&gt;[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: ...&lt;br /&gt;[x] Cried during a Movie?: Yes. Brother bear or anything with animals&lt;br /&gt;[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: Moses in the Prince of Egypt was such a babe. And robin hood, he was a fox&lt;br /&gt;[x] Had an imaginary friend: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Cut your hair: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Had crush on a teacher?: no.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Been caught &quot;doing something&quot;: my mom walked in on me with all the dogs on the couch....that was bad thy arent supposed to be up there&lt;br /&gt;[x] Been called a tease: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Gotten beaten up?: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Been in a fight: no&lt;br /&gt;----------------THE FUTURE------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Age you hope to be married: 21&lt;br /&gt;[x] Numbers and Names of Children: 2 kiel and malachai&lt;br /&gt;[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding (romantic): an indian wedding&lt;br /&gt;[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: Exotic.....&lt;br /&gt;animal trainer&lt;br /&gt;[x] What country would you most like to visit?: ROMANIA!!!&lt;br /&gt;----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Best eye color: I don’t care.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Hair color: Doesn’t matter.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Short or long hair: Don’t care.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Best height: Taller than me. &lt;br /&gt;[x] Best first date location: Wherever&lt;br /&gt;[x] Best first kiss location: Don’t care.&lt;br /&gt;-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: one or two&lt;br /&gt;[x] Number of tattoos: none&lt;br /&gt;[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 4 or 5 times. I had a whole article about me before&lt;br /&gt;[x] Number of scars on my body: Too many to count.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: NONE!&lt;br /&gt;---------FAVORITES------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Shampoo: Loreal Kids&lt;br /&gt;[x] Fav Color(s): blue grey black&lt;br /&gt;[x] Day/Night: night&lt;br /&gt;[x] Summer/Winter: Winter!&lt;br /&gt;[x] Lace or Satin: satin&lt;br /&gt;[x] Fave Cartoon Character: pochahontas&lt;br /&gt;[x] Fave sport: DOG SHOWING!!!&lt;br /&gt;----------------RIGHT NOW------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Wearing: pajama pants....and a army t shirt thing and glasses&lt;br /&gt;[x] Drinking: Nothing.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Thinking about: The cute chihuahua thats on my lap&lt;br /&gt;---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Cried: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Worn jeans: yes&lt;br /&gt;[x] Met someone new online: yes an 11 year old girl in a chatroom&lt;br /&gt;[x] Done laundry: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Drove a car: yes&lt;br /&gt;[x] Talked on the phone: yes&lt;br /&gt;---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Yourself: im confident that I&apos;ll fuck everything up somehow, so yes&lt;br /&gt;[x] Your friends: i suppose?&lt;br /&gt;[x] Santa Claus: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Tooth Fairy: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Angels: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] Ghosts: sort of&lt;br /&gt;[x] UFO&apos;s: no&lt;br /&gt;[x] God: yeah&lt;br /&gt;--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------&lt;br /&gt;[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: Sometimes. &lt;br /&gt;[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Fiance.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Do you like anyone?: chelsea&lt;br /&gt;[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Joel Isaac &quot;yitz&quot; fluss...our moms met in prenatal aerobics&lt;br /&gt;[x] Are you close to any family member?: My mom &lt;br /&gt;[x] Who do you hang around the most?: chelsea&lt;br /&gt;[x] When have you cried the most: This summer.&lt;br /&gt;[x] Do you have a secret?: Yeah&lt;br /&gt;[x] What&apos;s the best feeling in the world?: saving a life&lt;br /&gt;[x] Worst Feeling?: when you cant save them</description>
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  <description>+ 001. name : diana &lt;br /&gt;+ 002. nicknames : dianabear&lt;br /&gt;+ 003. sex : girl&lt;br /&gt;+ 004. birthday: 11/17/87&lt;br /&gt;+ 005. Chinese zodiac: rabbit&lt;br /&gt;+ 006. star sign : ?&lt;br /&gt;+ 007. place of birth : walnut creek&lt;br /&gt;+ 008. current residence : Pleasanton California&lt;br /&gt;+ 009. hair color : blonde&lt;br /&gt;+ 010. eye color : grey&lt;br /&gt;+ 011. height : 5&apos;7&lt;br /&gt;+ 012. weight : fat&lt;br /&gt;+ 013. writing hand : right&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+BODY iLLS + SKiLLS&lt;br /&gt;+ 014. do you bite your nails : sometimes&lt;br /&gt;+ 015. can you roll your tongue : Yes.&lt;br /&gt;+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : never tried&lt;br /&gt;+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 019. can you cross your eyes : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 020. can you flip your eyelids out: no &lt;br /&gt;+ 021. tattoos and where : none&lt;br /&gt;+ 022. piercings and where : ears&lt;br /&gt;+ 023. do you make your bed daily : Never&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+CLOTHES&lt;br /&gt;+ 024. which shoe goes on first : right&lt;br /&gt;+ 025. how many pairs of shoes do you own : a few&lt;br /&gt;+ 026. where do you shop for your clothes :goodwill, ross marshalls forever 21&lt;br /&gt;+ 027. where do you shop for shoes : world of shoes&lt;br /&gt;+ 028. favorite item of clothing : &lt;br /&gt;+ 029. favorite shoes : my old crappy but oh so comfy sketchers&lt;br /&gt;+ 030. style of dress : jeas and t shirt&lt;br /&gt;+ 031. typical outfit on a typical day : ^&lt;br /&gt;+ 032. guys - boxers or briefs : &lt;br /&gt;+ 033. girls - thongs/bikini cut/v-string/briefs/granny pantie : thongs or boyshorts&lt;br /&gt;+ 034. guys - what kind of underwear do you like on girls : ^&lt;br /&gt;+ 035. girls - what kind of underwear do you like on guys : boxers&lt;br /&gt;+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : none&lt;br /&gt;+ 039. What’s sexiest on a guy : ?&lt;br /&gt;+ 040. What’s sexiest on a girl : ?&lt;br /&gt;+ 041. Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: on time&lt;br /&gt;+FOOD&lt;br /&gt;+ 042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl&lt;br /&gt;+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : a lot&lt;br /&gt;+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : none&lt;br /&gt;+ 045. do you cook : nope&lt;br /&gt;+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : 3 or 4 times a day. Morning evenings and then i have those nifty brush up things&lt;br /&gt;+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : daily&lt;br /&gt;+ 048. how long do these showers last :no less than 45 minutes&lt;br /&gt;+ 049. hair drying method : dry as i sleep&lt;br /&gt;+ 050. do you paint your nails : chelsea does it&lt;br /&gt;+MANNERS&lt;br /&gt;+ 051. do you swear : not often&lt;br /&gt;+ 052. do you spit or swallow: toothpaste or what?&lt;br /&gt;+ 053. do you spit in public : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 054. do you shave your legs : sometimes&lt;br /&gt;+iN + AROUND&lt;br /&gt;+ 055. the cd player : emiliana torrini&lt;br /&gt;+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with : chelsea&lt;br /&gt;+ 057. what color are your bed sheets : blue with stars?&lt;br /&gt;+ 058. do you use an alarm clock : i have a parrot, which is like a louder rooster&lt;br /&gt;+ 059. name one thing you&apos;re obsessed with : animals&lt;br /&gt;+ 060. window seat or aisle : window&lt;br /&gt;+ 061. whats your sleeping position : on my stomach&lt;br /&gt;+ 062. what kind of bed do you like : water beds&lt;br /&gt;+ 063. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 064. do you snore : i dont know neer heard ,myself sleep&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+ 065. what do you wear to sleep : pajama pants and a big t shirt&lt;br /&gt;+ 066. do you get up in the middle of the night and for what reason : yes, cant sleep&lt;br /&gt;+ 067. do you sleepwalk : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 068. do you talk in your sleep : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 069. sleep with a stuffed animal : many, and a real dog&lt;br /&gt;+ 070. how about the light on: no&lt;br /&gt;+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : listen to loveline usually&lt;br /&gt;+WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU&lt;br /&gt;+ 072. had sex : never&lt;br /&gt;+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone : ...&lt;br /&gt;+ 074. watched Bambi : 5th grade&lt;br /&gt;+ 075. cried : yesterday?&lt;br /&gt;+ 076. talked on the phone : last night&lt;br /&gt;+ 077. read a book : dunno&lt;br /&gt;+ 078. punched someone : never&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+THE FUTURE&lt;br /&gt;+ 079. where do you see yourself in 10 years : somewhere cool&lt;br /&gt;+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : ?&lt;br /&gt;+ 081. where&apos;s the honeymoon : hmmm.....south america so i can go ake pictures of rainforest stuff&lt;br /&gt;+ 082. your profession : animals&lt;br /&gt;+ 083. future school : moorpark&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+WHAT THE *BEEP*?&lt;br /&gt;+ 084. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others : eyes&lt;br /&gt;+ 085. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president : yea&lt;br /&gt;+ 086. Would you marry for money : how much, and to whom?&lt;br /&gt;+ 087. Have you had braces : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 088. How about retainer : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 089. Have you had surgery : Nope&lt;br /&gt;+ 092. Could you live without a computer : yep&lt;br /&gt;+ 093. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc : AIM&lt;br /&gt;+ 094. If so, how many people are on your list(s) : dont know&lt;br /&gt;+ 095. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be : not sure....during the high point of the roman empire?&lt;br /&gt;+ 096. Do you drink enough water : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 097. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off : take them off&lt;br /&gt;+ 098. What is your favorite fruit: strawberries&lt;br /&gt;+ 099. Do you eat wheat bread or brown : ?&lt;br /&gt;+ 100. What is your favorite place to visit : dont know&lt;br /&gt;+ 101. What is the last movie you saw : red dragon&lt;br /&gt;+ 103. Are you photogenic : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 104. Do you dream in color or black and white : everyone dreams in black and white&lt;br /&gt;+ 105. Are you wearing fingernail polish : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 106. Do you have any dimples : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 107. Do you remember being born : no one does&lt;br /&gt;+ 108. Why do you take surveys : im bored as hell?&lt;br /&gt;+ 109. Do you like long or short surveys : dont care&lt;br /&gt;+ 110. Did you like high school : No!&lt;br /&gt;+ 111. What is the most beautiful language : French or elvish&lt;br /&gt;+ 112. When you are asleep do you like being awoken with a kiss : probably wouldnt &lt;br /&gt;+ 113. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most : sunrises&lt;br /&gt;+ 114. Do you want to live to be 100 : ill live till whenever, and im happy with it&lt;br /&gt;+ 115. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair : yes. &lt;br /&gt;+ 116. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most : salty&lt;br /&gt;+ 117. Is a flat stomach important to you : i guess&lt;br /&gt;+ 118. Do you or have you played with a ouija board : played one&lt;br /&gt;+ 119. Are you loyal : to a select few&lt;br /&gt;+ 120. Are you tolerant of other people&apos;s beliefs : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 121. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off : off&lt;br /&gt;+ 122. Do you believe in magic : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 123. Do you have nightmares frequently : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 125. Do you like abstract art : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 126. Do you think you can draw well : sort of&lt;br /&gt;+ 127. Do you listen to music daily : Yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 128. Do you like to watch cartoons : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 129. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn&apos;t real : dont remember&lt;br /&gt;+ 130. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet : 4 &lt;br /&gt;+ 131. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety : same every day&lt;br /&gt;+ 132. Do you write poetry : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 133. Do you smile a lot : i guess&lt;br /&gt;+ 134. Do you cry a lot : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 135. Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler : aussie&lt;br /&gt;+ 137. Do you use an electric can opener : I dont open cans&lt;br /&gt;+ 138. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 139. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain : emotional. I&apos;ve got pretty high physical pain tolerance&lt;br /&gt;+ 140. Do you think balding men should shave their heads : Yeah&lt;br /&gt;+ 141. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 142. Do you prefer a piano or a violin : violin&lt;br /&gt;+ 143. Are you a sex addict : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 144. Do you know someone who has cancer : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 145. Do you hunt : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 146. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants : fast food&lt;br /&gt;+ 147. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum : zoo&lt;br /&gt;+ 148. Do you have a middle name : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 149. Are you basically a happy person : yeah, for the most part&lt;br /&gt;+ 150. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 151. Have you ever met anyone off the internet : yes melissa&lt;br /&gt;+ 152. How many phones do you have in your house : 8&lt;br /&gt;+ 153. How long is your hair : to my shoulders&lt;br /&gt;+ 154. Do you get along with your parents :Yeah&lt;br /&gt;+ 155. Do you talk back to your parents : yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 156. What color of eyes do you prefer : blue&lt;br /&gt;+ 157. Are you an athlete : no&lt;br /&gt;+ 158. What medications do you take : birth control effexor and minocycline&lt;br /&gt;+ 159. What does your bedroom look like : messy and filled with animals&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+ 160. Would you date anyone out of your race : of course&lt;br /&gt;+ 161. Do you like older, younger or same age girls/guys : older&lt;br /&gt;+ 162. Would you date someone who smokes :yes&lt;br /&gt;+ 163. Does a girl/guy have to be rich : No&lt;br /&gt;+ 164. Do you prefer taller, shorter or same height girls/guys : taller&lt;br /&gt;+ 165. Would you want a girl/guy that is or is not a virgin : dont care&lt;br /&gt;+ 166. Name three important things you look for in a girl/guy: &lt;br /&gt;+ 167. Would you date a guy/girl your friend likes or used to like : probly not&lt;br /&gt;+ 168. Short- or long-haired girls/guys : dont care&lt;br /&gt;+ 169. Honestly, when it comes down to dating a person, do looks really matter : yeah&lt;br /&gt;+ 170. Biggest turnoff : being fake</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 21 Aug 2004 03:59:56 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Full Name:: Diana Michelle Kimbrough&lt;br /&gt;Nicknames:: dianabear&lt;br /&gt;Sex:: female&lt;br /&gt;Location:: pleasanton, CA&lt;br /&gt;Birthday/Age:: November 17, 1987&lt;br /&gt;Height/Weight:: 5/7&lt;br /&gt;Zodiac Sign:: Scorpio&lt;br /&gt;School/Grade:: Amador/Junior&lt;br /&gt;Hobbies:: stuff&lt;br /&gt;Job:: pet store employee&lt;br /&gt;Pets:: a lot&lt;br /&gt;Favorite Quote:: none at the moment&lt;br /&gt;Fav Colors:: gray and black&lt;br /&gt;Fav Food:: strawberries. So damn good&lt;br /&gt;Fav Music Groups/Singers:: early november, bloodhound gang&lt;br /&gt;Fav Songs:: sunday drive &lt;br /&gt;Fav TV Show:: Reno 911&lt;br /&gt;Fav girls names:: Esmerelda the enchanting gypsy faery&lt;br /&gt;Fav Boys Names:: Kyle&lt;br /&gt;Wats on ur walls?:: an eminem poster and a poster of a scantily clad hot blonde chick&lt;br /&gt;Do u drive??:: yes&lt;br /&gt;Dream Car:: something pretty&lt;br /&gt;Dream Vacation:: across europe with friends&lt;br /&gt;Dating Status:: engaged&lt;br /&gt;First Crush:: i dont know&lt;br /&gt;First love:: any of my friends know this one&lt;br /&gt;Wat do u first notice about the opposite sex?:: face/eyes.&lt;br /&gt;Which is worse, Dumper of Dumpee?:: Dumpee&lt;br /&gt;Dream guy:: Someone who likes animals. And looks just like orlando bloom&lt;br /&gt;Fears:: spiders&lt;br /&gt;Closest friends:: chelsea&lt;br /&gt;Boyfriend?:: no&lt;br /&gt;Who Hav u known the longest?:: joel&lt;br /&gt;Who is the Shyest person u kno?:: justin? no ones really shy&lt;br /&gt;Who do u go 2 for advice?:: kim&lt;br /&gt;Who do u go to to talk about guys?:: kim &lt;br /&gt;If u had to pick someone rite now to marry, who wuld u pik?:: chelsea&lt;br /&gt;Will u hav sex before u git married?:: ......&lt;br /&gt;Do u drink?:: not anymore&lt;br /&gt;Hav u had a nightmar lately?:: nope&lt;br /&gt;Do u hav a secret that uv nevr told ne one?:: yup&lt;br /&gt;Do u believ n love at first site?::no&lt;br /&gt;Hav u ever wishd upon a star and gotten wat u wishd for?:: no i still do not have a pony OR a unicorn&lt;br /&gt;Who is a membr of the oppisite sex u can tell nething to?:: bogie&lt;br /&gt;The same sex?:: chelsea&lt;br /&gt;If u found out that u wer gonna die tom...is there ne thing u would say or do?:: ............&lt;br /&gt;Wat is ur biggest regret?:: not saying what i should have to him&lt;br /&gt;Name one person who has changd ur life for the bettr?:: chelsea&lt;br /&gt;Is there nethin that u totally oppose?:: being closeminded&lt;br /&gt;When did u last cry?:: this morning&lt;br /&gt;Who can u talk 2 for hours and not git bored?:: chelsea&lt;br /&gt;If u wantd to, wat wuld u hav plastic surgury on?:: nothing&lt;br /&gt;Wats tha scariest movie uv evr seen?:: the ring&lt;br /&gt;Wats the Saddest?:: Saving Private Ryan&lt;br /&gt;Wats the Funniest?:: Harold and Kumar go to whitecastle&lt;br /&gt;Wat hav u gottn a detention for?:: being loud, swearing, stealing, telling my teachers off...the list goes on&lt;br /&gt;-:- HaVe U eVeR.... -:-&lt;br /&gt;Loved someone so much it made u cry?:: thats a brandy song&lt;br /&gt;Eatn an entire box of oreos at one time?:: no&lt;br /&gt;Been on stage?:: not without blowing simon the second&lt;br /&gt;Made out wit someone?:: yup&lt;br /&gt;Gotten n a car wreck?:: nope&lt;br /&gt;Hated urself?:: yup&lt;br /&gt;DO you love someone?:: Chelseabear</description>
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  <description>Yesterday was registration. I was walking around the campus seeing people i haven&apos;t seen all summer, being in the gym again, seeing old teachers. It made me remember vividly how much i hate school. Its so damn boring. I have been bored to tears there. I would have taken the exit early thingy but chelsea talked me out of it. Not really talked me out of it or mentioned anything about it at all, but was really cool so i&apos;d hang out with her everyday at lunch. In the sink. I &amp;lt;3 chelsea</description>
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